Sick
I am sick of having asthma.
I am sick of getting migraines.
I am sick of hypertension.
I am sick of being allergic to everything.
I am sick of having a body which manages to have some serious pain or attack of something at least once a month.
I am sick of being incompetent.
I am sick of making the same mistakes over and over again.
I am sick of explaining myself.
I am sick of saying the wrong things to the wrong people.
I am sick of walking on the razor’s edge.
I am sick of doing what I think is appropriate and finding that it is another mistake.
I am sick of being lazy.
I am sick of being thirty-three and still having no direction.
I am sick of not having accomplished anything with my life.
I am sick of screwing up.
I am sick of stress.
I am sick of responding to stress with asthma or migraines or high blood pressure.
I am sick of being unable to fulfill the commitments that I make.
I am sick of having to break promises.
I am sick of not having the time to take care of what’s important.
I am sick of procrastinating.